A writer's blog of the sublime, surreal, repugnant and redeeming.

This is a writer's blog of the sublime, surreal, repugnant and redeeming, my venture into the great unknown and unknowable.

Monday, May 30, 2022

Outer Influences From Beyond The Self

I woke up at 3AM as my bed shook violently twice, and my normally high strung dog still zonked out right next to me. My cats don't have the power to shake the bed like that if they jump on or off, the metal frame and mattresses are easily 400-plus pounds; with me on it, a Smart Car. It was too short for a seismic event originating from the New Madrid area.


Other than CE-5 thought sequencing meditation I do every few days before bed, I actually work to dampen and dissolve any directed energy originating from unsolicited and nonconsensual human occult or religious focused prayer activity so that this house is an invisible dead zone to anything coming from the human occupied 2nd dimension and compass points. No human influence allowed, only Earth energy or ET contact. I only allow energy and information to come in on the Z axis from either the Earth or Space, so that was interesting. Something or someone was giving me a heads-up of awareness, so I tuned into whatever was coming in. After that I can only describe a sequence of "blipverts" going into my mind consisting of (and this is weird), seeds, rocks, natural fibers, bags of herbs, all organic substances. Did some human jackass construct a gris-gris to influence me, or am I being told to forego single use plastics? Perhaps both. Maybe I need to take care when I leave this sanctum to run tasks and errands.

I've been taking a Chinese Ci Shi calcified magnetite supplement daily to increase the ratio of magnetic iron particles in my bones and soft tissues so that I can be more sensitive to low level EM fields and any information transmitted on that wave and frequency. Since human occult or nonconsensual prayer activity is by definition a directed energy weapon, I can pick up on that as well as any Z axis data streams. Right now, finding out what humans are up to is far easier to interpret rather than the confusing imagery and prodding hints that come from sources that don't speak Human. I am working on tuning into that correctly; it is a slow process.

If my dog was completely blind to whatever it was that shook my bed, then it was not of human origin because she goes batshit at humans. And if human originating negative energy is directed at me, the wall glows red when I wake up to it at 3AM, so I can start working on banishing it immediately. It wasn't, so nobody has been that stupid (yet). They have in the past, and choked on Return To Sender attached to a cinder block for extra postage, but it's easily been decades since. That's the source of my "Magick is Bullshit" mode when I temporarily channel Richard Dawkins, Christopher Hitchens and The Amazing Randi to mentally reduce the occult community to a troupe of clowns for the sake of my own sanity.

I've thought about it at length, and I've realized that the core of my own work cannot be in any proximity to the religious, pagan or occult world aside from CE5 and Sangha. I run the risk of angering others with the tactical, moral and ethical structure I have mentally constructed to produce peace and safety in my immediate vicinity, which is very fragile considering the survival mentality and low vibrational settings of the surrounding culture. (Case in point: Texas.) And unfortunately, there is no lower vibration than bones, rocks and herbs when they are not osteology, forensic anthropology, mineralogy, grounding, certified medical herbalism and Ayurveda.

If people want to get in touch with communicating with the Earth, watch paranormal shows and look for interaction with angry "elementals": Jack and Kelly Osborne ran into an especially piqued one in Red Boiling Springs, Tennessee where Nestle is sucking the water out of the rock. Work on healing the Earth, not summoning Earth energies to make your life better. They need more help than you do. Nobody can use those to get to me, because I am on their side. One Algonquian Water Protector prayer on my end, a little sage, and nobody can effectively pray to Earth powers to influence me on any Cumberland watershed. Womp womp.

So the Z axis information stream just told me that some human is either doing something irrelevant to prevent me from doing something I consider irrelevant and would never do anyway, or I need to start living closer to the Earth while continuing to direct my Consciousness to the stars.

Like I said, perhaps both.