A writer's blog of the sublime, surreal, repugnant and redeeming.

This is a writer's blog of the sublime, surreal, repugnant and redeeming, my venture into the great unknown and unknowable.

Monday, October 9, 2023

Sharia Enabling Liberals and also, Fuck Hamas

Hamas' inability to compromise when they want an all-Sharia state is why the West Bank and Gaza Strip remained separate. The majority of remaining Palestinians living just fine inside Israel don't give a fk about wanting a Sharia state, and cohabit and share political power just fine with Israelis. Nobody fist-pumping on college campuses seems to comprehend that particular reality.

All the engineered liberal backlash to Israel is woefully uninformed about the fact that so many Palestinians live in Israel just fine. They understand that enjoying life in a Western nation requires compromise, power sharing, interest on investments, letting women wear whatever the fuck they want, and not giving a solitary shit about an unmarried neighbor couple tucking into a lobster roll and enjoying a nap with their cute little lapdog.
Hamas needs to be hammered imo. Hard, with prejudice. Manipulating liberal sentiment is how Sharia states empower their own fan base of exclusion and oppression, and empower the very right wing religious monstrosity that liberalism is supposed to oppose. When I was over in Ireland and discovered how many fans of Cousin Ira flew Hamas flags, my doors of sympathy slammed shut so hard they shook the whole house.

Saturday, October 7, 2023

Internet Engineered Minorities and devaluing of genuine systemic issues

Internet Engineered Minority: definition

When a little majority choad on the Internet feels left out of what they see as special treatment of genuinely oppressed groups, and engineers their own group identity to feel socially validated within a niche behavior. Usually they are violently allergic to the truth about their celebrated niche behavior removing power from, and being far inferior to, the needs of the actual oppressed minority.

Example: My post on kink Reddit: "Str8 males on Fetlife are there to fetishize both their hatred of, and sexual attraction to, women, and to find support for their sadistic psychosis" -20 likes and mod warnings "Waah, don't kink shame us you oppressor, waaaah" ("Kink shaming" is the new IEM buzzword for outing sexual neuroses and dangerous behavior as such)

Same post on Feminist Reddit: +900 likes

Historic example: 1990s creation of neopagan identity on the Internet.

My post on neopagan Reddit: "If xtianity has damaged you so much then kick all deities to the curb and grow tf up as an enlightened atheist; all gods are infantile" -20 likes, mod warning, "Don't oppress my wicca/magickckckckul lifestyle you Burning Times loving oppressor"

Same post on atheist Reddit: +200 likes

My point is, never listen to Internet Engineered Minorities whining about how you're oppressing them. Call the little bastards out. The Internet created their so-called community when the actual oppressed minorities existed before the Internet as systemic social issues. Wanting to be part of an engineered minority is a pathology that values victimhood as a social glue and fails to acknowledge personal responsibility in countering actual systemic oppression.

Thursday, October 5, 2023

Menopause Means Men Are On Fucking Pause

Menopause is in full swing. The hot flashes I can deal with; tofu and probiotics take care of most of that. I'm taking cal-mag-D daily for stopping osteoporeosis and keeping up my super blue green gummy B12 and antioxidants.

But the frickin' facepunch testosterone now canceling out my weepy doormat estrogen (YAY) is forcing me to face that same male evil I raged against for so long, now surfacing of all places in myself. I can't randomly lose my rag with morons and let my inner Karen peek out, but there are times I feel so badass and fixed to rumble that I'm ready to get in a ring, and have to exercise to exhaustion and meditate just to interrupt the joyous demon killing ninja hate party in my head. Karen is bad enough but Menopause Karen will throw hands.
Regardless, I'm happy as fuck. I am so happy at 51 after pulling myself through the bottleneck of both hormones and programming. Both were making me cry myself to sleep for so long while my life experiences with male psychosis were fighting the battle of the Bulge against my programmed and hormonal doormat yearning for romance. Now I freakin' love myself and can't remember why I didn't love freedom more than men.
As for any damage or sacrifice in my life before, menopause is healing that VERY swiftly. Best of all, my money and stuff all belongs to me until I die, unless testosterone makes me throw hands into a lawsuit with some set of jiggling cajones whose male entitlement was surprised by a brick wall from me with a weight class advantage. Gotta keep that under control so I can keep my stuff.

The Death of Qanon Fascism is Nigh; Litigate the Gullible Before They Lose Everything.

Every time I turn on the news T***p is getting his ass figuratively handed to him, which is great. But it needs to be actually handed to him in an all-encompassing defeat that will inspire his robots to a) hopefully wake up and regret everything they've done and said for the last 7 years and start to make amends; b) die of old age while babbling Qanon conspiracies, bitter, hopeless and alone; or c) lose all faith in existence and their holy fascist savior, and take the exit door labeled "Jim's Koolaid". Which I hope the J6 rioters do in federal prison.

In 1945 it required a bombardment of the Third Reich to slam reciprocal trauma into the cultural memory of Germany to prevent future fascism from gaining political validation. Nowadays we can look forward to a softer but still ruthless evolutionary approach through the court system, time and old age. Any one of a), b) or c) will lead to a lesson learned; whether or not it requires reincarnation is up to each individual gullible shmuck.
It matters little to me because I don't have any Qanon/T***p casualties in my life. If I did, I myself would switch off the tragic feelings and find a fairly ruthless and litigious way to get to their remaining monetary assets before it goes to the current host of fear based online scams.
Practicality before feelings.

Tuesday, September 26, 2023

1 degree of separation from Carrie Nation is not a bad thing

I try to be good but I have to acknowledge that I'm kinda evil too. Everyone is both good and evil. That means both me and you. Work with it.


My great grandma was one of Carrie Nation's BFFs. This explains how in earlier life I frequently fucked up alcoholics with radioactive nagging just for the fun of it until I got bored with it and decided that trying to save people sucked time out of a life better lived NOT saving self-destructos.

Not all humans deserve to be loved and alcoholics/addicts are at the top of that list with malignant narcissists and red pill trolls. That's why when they get sober they have to go for Invisible Jesus Love to save their asses from the toddler emotions of abandonment that alcoholism instigates. Difference is between 1912 and now, women have the right to walk away and narcissists are allowed to dose themselves right to rock bottom. And then I get the pleasure of stepping over them on my merry way. Either God is a woman, or boom, rock bottom because there is no God. Suck it, alcos.

Yes I suck on that front, but guilt over letting go of their rope over the well is long gone.

Sunday, June 26, 2022

Boomer Beanies

Estate sales in Nashville are frequently featuring picker sales that have plastic tote buckets full of reams and reams of Beanie Babies. They moulder in garages and bedrooms among the piles of secondary crap that is now outdated and useless, like piles of near mint 30 year old computer equipment, or boxed sports items the same age featuring personalities nobody remembers, or boxed kitchen geegaws that take up valuable counter space and were never used because they only replaced a knife and a wrist.
I have realized that Beanie Babies were the first Internet meme that lied to Boomers about what matters in this world, and it went downhill since. The one positive out of this sad observation is that my kiddo can choose the wonky ones he loves for $1, and leave the boring ones to their fate at Goodwill. Beanies were the first among the many worthless memetic commodities that have popped like soap bubbles for the last 28 years to reveal the twisted values of the generation who made the 80s great.
It doesn't help that their houses are packed to the rafters with crap that they never used or enjoyed, and their estates are stunningly representative of hoarded resources that Millennials and Zoomers couldn't hope to acquire without a business acumen that includes pushing lies to people about value.
And that's how they got rich.

Sunday, June 5, 2022

What I Am Learning While Participating in CE-5

 I am learning about the reality of interstellar life vs. the fictions surrounding us in popular culture. 

If you want to learn about CE-5, watch "Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind" on Amazon, download Dr. Greer's app, and join a local contact group via Facebook.

My learning through watching good media and participating in CE5:

1) Every star system develops on its own matter state timeline, which means no species is at the same technological or biological evolutionary level (unlike what is presented in sci fi); some are 10,000 years ahead of us, others are several million. This means that so-called hostile experiences are most often random military industrial complex (MIC) engineered experiences in order to keep humans afraid of what is really out there. 

2) All CE5 experiences are universally positive. You must experience one with zero fear or else the intention will not summon them. Don't be afraid. They're here to love us and coach us on our potential.

3) There are no star wars. The low evolutionary state of conflict is strictly prohibited above our atmosphere. Killing sentient beings is forbidden, it rips the Web of Consciousness holding together the interstellar highways of nonlocal communication. 

If you need an equivalent in modern fiction: Trinity, Hiroshima and Nagasaki made ripples in this Web equivalent to Obi-Wan collapsing when Alderaan was vaporized by the Death Star. This brought waves of concerned vehicles to our atmosphere in the late 40s and early 50s to see what the hell was going on. 

4) There is such a thing as the Force. There is no dark side to it outside the dimensional effects of ghost activity limited to our world, as the dark side is pure fear, low evolution and gross survival instinct that suppresses access and development of transdimensional power, and is limited to our planet's evolutionary bottlenecks and crucibles within nature. The only way to access the Real Force is through practice of meditative Universal Compassion and coherent thought sequencing, daily and regularly. 

If you also take a magnetite supplement nightly in a very small amount, you will build your natural ability to access information transmitted through the EM spectrum with the ferromagnetic iron present in homing pigeons and ruminant animals ingested through dirt and gravel. Be careful as it has the same effects as any iron supplement, follow medical protocols for safety. And be aware that it also works for local Earth based EMF fields, including warnings of seismic zone activity and communication with earthbound entities stuck in fear based repeat loops based in violence. Never be afraid to put those entities in their place. You are in control and always more powerful as you possess a living cortex able to access higher help.

5) There are active MIC tactics to suppress knowledge of the zero conflict rule, including funding Hollywood propaganda showing hostile alien invasion. The MIC is frustrated by the reality that there will be zero colonization or economic resource domination by humans, except upon other humans on our own world with dwindling ecological resources. 

Be aware of this propaganda. Filter it at the source by refusing to participate in fear based conjecture.

6) Support real survival- resource-based economy and socialization of essential resources for living and thriving: Food, water, power, shelter, warmth, and neutralization of violence. Start financially supporting ecological recovery and alternative energy, stop plastic pollution and encourage clean oceans. 

There have been claims of a 1950s-1970s "secret space program" (which my own jury is still out upon); the parties chosen for this by the military industrial complex would still have come back with enough intel through reconnaissance to tell the MIC that the nonviolence, ability to neutralize violence, economic and political socialization, and resource sharing among advanced traveling interstellar societies would make colonization and our current system of resource monetization and power hoarding completely moot off of Earth. There's no colonial money in it, so it was folded. (Typical of the resource-hoarding and controlling remnant European colonial mindset of the American halls of power at that time.)

7) This is where personal power and CE5 has its opportunity to shine: many humans poor in hoarded, low-evolution resources are rich in the spiritual power that Our Friends find more useful in their societies.

This means that an ash-covered Sadhu meditating in a charnel ground by the Ganges, or a suicide counselor, or an EMT saving lives with Narcan in Eastern Kentucky, or a Doctors Without Borders volunteer in Sudan, or a medicine man praying on a rock in the West to end the alcoholism ravaging his people, or a social activist trying to change a hostile culture, or your sweet Auntie who rejects nationalist rhetoric, feeds the neighborhood and wipes your tears all have more power than Robert Bigelow, Northup Grumman, Lockheed Martin, etc. etc., any oligarch, or any weapons manufacturing billionaire. It's the power of compassion, long mistaken for being Communism. The MIC can manufacture vehicles with stolen technology, but it's useless if humans can't invade anyone and make billionaires rich in the process. That intel has scrapped any possible secret space program decades ago and now it's just about suppression of development by Earth's population to keep billionaires and weapons manufacturers rich and powerful. 

8) Until we alter our society to reflect free energy, ecological preservation and resource sharing, Our Friends will keep a sharp eye out to make sure only those of pure intention enjoy the benefit of contact. This annoys the war state to no end, because this means someone with zero resource power but pure intention will have more access to interstellar contact than a five star general and world leaders. (There are MIC railgun and energy weapons aimed at the sky to prevent this, so all contact initiation has to include consideration for Their safety too.) 

THIS MEANS YOU! 

9) They employ quantum observation matter state technology to detect observation beyond what has been invited by coherent thought sequencing. As soon as they detect this, we must be understanding when they disappear in the middle of a viewing. It means the uninvited have noticed. It also provides a reason for their vorping away as soon as you see them. This happened to me in upstate New York in June, 1996: a massive 300 foot wide (approx) silver disc was hovering above a tree line just over the PA-NY border as we traveled to Jamestown. I saw it, and asked the driver to pull over; in five seconds it zapped away. Why? Because I saw it and triggered a matter state detector by observation. 

10) You have to be able to imagine how amazing and exciting the world would be without violence, ecological disaster, and resource hoarding to envision the phenomenal excitement of interstellar travel. It requires hosting incredible optimism beyond the Self.

Do you possess this level of hope?